Talked to t today, she's not happy with what is going on with me. She found me some new centers around me if her replacement doesn't work out. English is hard for me, sensory stuff too, oh and I'm further into psychosis then I lead on. but doesn't like where this is going. She wants me to be real honest with my husband. She said try in school don't stress myself out though. If I can do it fine if I can't that's okay too. I wanted to tell her my thoughts but there wasn't enough time and that conversation can lead to hospital. I don't want that. She's concerned with my food intake and sleep. I didn't need to concern her more. I know I'm wrong but it feels like I have the answer but I can't test it out because everyone would flip **** about it. I wish I would have told her. I'm ****ing vibrating.

I looked it up it's me, I have no symptoms of what I think is going on. So it's just my brain being ****ed.