Second session was okay. It’s still hard seeing her and getting to talk to her in real time. I once again don’t remember most of what we talked about, but I didn’t get upset in session, so I’m not too worried. I did feel like a scarcity feeling which causes pressure to make what I do have with her perfect. But of course, I don’t even know what perfect would look like. We did my self-care plan. And then we said our goodbyes. It went by fast. Probably that and not remembering is making it feel like session never even happened. It’s just hard.