They fking remembered to weigh me today. Good thing they don't stick to what they say half the time, and as long as I can come up with an excuse within range on the spot I can get away with a lot even if I don't intend to even if the "excuse" isn't me making excuses it's me protecting myself from getting my face shoved to the floor and winding up covered in bruises and getting needles jabbed in my bones and being in pain for weeks after because security guards are fuking idiots who don't know to announce themselves before entering a room that's all fking corners with someone in a mental health crisis diagnosed with fking all the trauma shyt.