So I cried in the bathroom of the library for like half an hour then called the team’s emergency line but my imbecile CM called back and said “what’s going on?” And I heard her voice, felt this uncontrollable rage and yelled “fkk you!” And hung up. I was outside when she called just sitting on a railing for a bit a few minutes later I started talking to this lady with a service dog about her dog who has protected apparently many people even other than her handler. I think she protected me today too because I was not staying at the library all day again and honestly was just going to walk in one direction in my crocs until I collapsed.

While I was talking to the woman a couple guys came up behind me and the dog barked and she said the dog was alerting me that someone was approaching/protecting me because I was talking to her and she protected anyone she talks to too. I knew the dude and he’s okay, but it was sweet.

While I was out on that railing before she started talking to me I was “browsing” CVS’s OTC meds online.