TMI (I apologize) but I am about to have my period any second. I'm irritable, fatigued, have had a low grade headache the past three days, and am bloated already. Not nauseous yet though thankfully.

That women's clinic my GP referred me to was supposed to call me. If they don't call me tomorrow I'm calling them. I NEED to see an OB/GYN. I feel like I'm going through old woman puberty or something. My period times are messed up and last longer. I feel like I'm going out of my mind with freaking PMS!!!! And it never used to be this way!

I'm going to start crying. I had a moment with my husband this afternoon where I was PMS wailing about how my body is changing and I hate being 42 and blah blah blah.

For some reason when my husband went to the pharmacy to pick up my meds for me this afternoon, they asked him if I was still on seroquel and loxapine together. Are you not supposed to be on both of them at once or something? I've been on both for the last three or four years!

The next med I'm going to try and come off of is seroquel. Obviously I need to stay on loxapine, but maybe I can get away without seroquel...

Ugh. Why am I even still trying? 🙄