So H starts next week with a client It's on lt half a day for 2.5 weeks. I hope this is his client not just a client for training. So going back to school was a disaster for me because it caused psychosis because I felt I had to get everything in by deadline. I lost my ability to comprehend and had poverty of speech as well as tons of "positive" symptoms, I was also angry, frustrated and sensitive to stimuli to the point my husbands breathing machine made me run from the room. I felt I had too much blood in my body. But I'm not giving up. I found a school where all but two classes can be self paced. I signed up for the self paced platform for a year. I'll get a certificate for every course I complete.Even if I don't complete it all in a year I can sign up for another year if need be. I had to cancel my coloring class for this but I have to try we won't stay afloat with just H's income. Also it gives me something to do when he's at work. We need to rework bills but I'm waiting until I'm not "elevated" I already yelled at him for thinking about getting a car. I'm suppose to be distressing. I've done 5 courses towards my ux google cert. Will I remember it who knows. It's weird that confusion happens to me because I know I'm very smart, have the tests to prove it lol. Hopefully this works and they don't no longer take the credits next year. My H wanted me to take a boot camp instead because even if I don't understand I can follow directions but I feel that's like a pressure cooker. I'd rater have a bunch of certificates over a year then a boot camp.