I've been thinking about what my mood has been like since school got out. For the first part of my break, my anxiety was high, I was overwhelmed by pretty much everything, and I was sleeping a ton. Now, in the last week, it's like a switch has been flipped. I have better mental stamina, I'm able to focus on one task for longer periods of time, I actually want to be productive, and I don't seem to need as much sleep (I only need a normal amount instead of over 12 hours). I still have some anxiety or feel overwhelmed at times, but I'm able to manage it better. I hope this positive trend stays. It makes me nervous about what my mood will do when I return to work in about a month, especially since I usually become suicidal in one of the first months of school. I'm going to just try and enjoy the good place I'm in and try not to get to nervous about mood fluctuations in either direction happening.