My mood seems to continue to be stable, although I feel like I'm on borrowed time because of how long I've been stable. I'm trying really hard to trust the stability and not get to anxious over little things and whether or not it means I'm becoming manic. Although, that's easier said than done because a couple of mood things I'm experiencing are similar to what happens when I'm manic or depressed, it's just not as intense. This anxiety, along with just the daily maintenance of bipolar disorder, is a little exhausting to me.

My brain has been craving dopamine hits so I'm trying to keep that in control.