Today ended on a horrible note. I have to give up my job. A while back (2017) I had some issues with a car accident and despite having full coverage they didn’t pay for my new vehicle. $26,000. I guess they gave up cause I wasn’t working but they found out I am are garnishing my wages.

I make minimum wage. I can barely afford to live as is, I can’t live on less than that. I have to give it up.

It also means giving my car back to my friend who put his name as the lien holder. I can’t afford the payment or insurance really as is, impossible with a garnishment— and even worse without a job.

So, it’s over. I’m done struggling to work and to be paid even less than what law requires. *sigh* — it’s so stupid people act like life’s stresses aren’t a reason to contemplate suicide. Living isn’t free. You’re always in debt to someone. I blame no one who has succumb to that notion.

And for the record— I’m not suicidal— I just understand how pressing it can be just to try to survive.