I reported her. Now I’m waiting around for HR to conclude their investigation into my boss’s bullying behavior and now this woman too.

I’m feeling awful inside. I feel like I must be a horrible person. People gang up on me, bully me and abuse me. Why, I don’t know but I must deserve it somehow.

People don’t like me and try to tear me down.

And today I felt gaslighted by my boss. She’s being sugary sweet, like syrup. It made me wonder if I’m just imagining that she’s devaluing me and being two faced, smiling at me while stabbing me in the back and undermining me.. slowly and subtly. Overtly yet in a sneaky cover your tracks manner. I felt gaslighted given how nice she was being today.

But now her boss is on me about some data mixup I made. He gives me a hard time sometimes. I get it from both of them.
I feel very very low. The lowest I’ve felt in a long time.