It's 3:30am and i have my junk removal scheduled for 10:00am. Just 6.5 hours until i have my nice empty hallway and balcony back! My kitchen and bathroom are both tidy and just need to be cleaned. The floor throughout needs to be done.

My bedroom is a disaster. I feel powerless to change it. I know i just need to start anywhere, just pick up the first item of clothing closest the door and keep chipping away at the heap. Getting started is the hard part.

I might just let it go and let the Crisis Team experience the kind of chaos i live in. If i clean it up, it will appear that i am well and can run my home, when the opposite is true.

I *DO* want the bedroom cleaned up tho, and it might be a week before the Team can get to me. I'll see. There are advantages and disadvantages to cleaning the bedroom up. If i have the energy, i will try. If i can't get very far, that's fine. Just picking up one item will be the goal, and if i want to stop after the one item, i will allow myself.