Anyway, I'd post a picture of myself, but I don't know how.

My husband and daughter want to go to fireworks tonight, but I don't unfortunately. We're going to Summerfest in Milwaukee tomorrow for the weekend and seeing Bad Omens and Spiritbox tomorrow night and probably seeing fireworks after that, so I kind of feel like it's overkill. Plus I don't find fireworks all that exciting. I don't know. Guess I'm just a killjoy. (I mean, obviously I'm going to go tonight anyway. They're going to drag me. Lol.)

It's supposed to be 90F in Milwaukee tomorrow night and the concert is outside. I'm going to melt. I don't do well in heat at all.

Summers are hardest for me mood wise. I think it's because a lot of the traumatic things in my life have happened over the summer (plus I don't like heat and sunshine and being outside really, not to sound like a vampire or anything. Lol). I've had lots of good times too, don't get me wrong, I just always get this sad feeling that makes me want to cry. I really should have brought this up to my therapist yesterday. I don't know why I didn't.

In fact, I'm crying right now. 😭 Oh. BOOHOO.