I hope he is happy now, has found peace and God can teach him the things his parents were unable to teach him. Regardless of all the pain we did have 22 years of happiness and I must appreciate that. I pray for his soul as I am not the only person in his life he has hurt. There are many, many more. Now I need to heal. I still cry. Miss the "good" times and the man I first married.

I am a bit intimidated by starting this new chapter in my life as I am older now and don't know where I am going with my life. Still grieving and feel sick to my stomach most of the time. Where can I meet other people who are older and newly single. Looking mostly for true friends of either sex. It will be a long time before love and intimacy cross my mind. I am lonely but not stupid.