Wanttoheal
thanks for your reply .. but i dont understand why everyone is calling me brave? i am not brave maybe testing the water to see if i can come out and make a quick appearance then hide. but thanks for thinking i am brave.
i did not hear from her all day i think she is mad at me and i should have not done that..i dont think she believes me.. i have to just keep everyone safe and not let anyone out again..if only i knew how to do that.
i dont think i will ever tell any t again. they hurt.
you sound like you all handle things pretty well.
gaining trust is hard.
i just need to know that my t and my next t believe me or i will never get anywhere.