I miss my dog. I keep hearing people knock on the door and feel like someone is behind me. I keep looking and if she was here I'd just look over see she's sleeping and ignore it. However we can't afford a service dog right now. Plus I can't take them outside when H is at work So not until we move to a place where I can go outside even in winter.I help family with getting degrees but I'm having to redo everyone's plan. It's disheartining. I still feel unreal.