Found the answer in my state thank you I just wish this unreal feeling would go away. I wish I didn't have to wait for my nurse to take my medication. My pdoc said he left the times blank and they filled it in for every day after reading my file I guess. my nurse was under the impression I was recently in the hospital. I'm worried because my h is getting a full schedule meaning more appointments get pushed aside. I'm suppose to have an appointment next month but I don't see how I can get there..nurse came and left. She was nice she may ask to keep me on her scheduled because it's only med management. I'm anxious to go to my parents house. but at least I won't be sleeping in my old room. It's so triggering. I now have no T. I have to call Monday usually I would wait but my old T wants me to call Monday because I'm high priority. Again I don't feel I'm that sick. T was not happy I'm going to my family's house for a week.