So instead of stopping the Adderall (I think she just appreciates being able to speak a full sentence without being interrupted in our appointments), she added Rexulti (because I'm doing some "mood or behavioral dysregulation" bs) and switched me to another benzo (that won't do shyt because all benzos are the same, but whatever) for sleep.

I hate when I leave and she tells me to stay safe. Wouldn't recognize safety if it hit me in the face with a gympie-gympie plant three times... but sure. I'm pretty sure I've gotten through the past week without being IEA'd because of the attempt last time. I will say I was very paranoid of the police walking out of there though. Both she and the nurse had this "you're/we're/I'm fkkked," energy about them.