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Old Jul 07, 2025, 09:06 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2023
Location: Ontario; long-time member, just under other names
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I'm down with the sickness.

I just want to loll. I'm going back to staying up late and sleeping past noon. Bathing once a month. Wearing the same clothes for a week, including at night. My hair so greasy it feels like salad. My scalp a centimeter thick with dead skin cells. My skin thick with oil and dead skin cells. Pits and groin stinking. Eating junk. Gaining weight. Not opening my door most days. Laying around like a drunk with "OZARK" playing while i slip into a daytime stupor. Regretting giving my couch away.

I'm gonna enjoy it! Good times ahead! No more futile struggling! There's no denying my brain chemistry. I am the victim of my biology. Might as well face the music.

I am fat, ugly, old, alone, and hate myself. Therapy seems like a joke now.
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