I haven't caught up on any posts yet today.

I woke up dead tired, completely exhausted, so tired I was convinced I accidentally put 2 trazodone pills in my pillbox last night because too much trazodone always makes me feel completely hung over. And maybe I did, who knows? But later I started having some pink spotting, so presumably I'm going to start my period after its being over 2 weeks late. It doesn't usually exhaust me this much though it's not been this late either. Pretty much is usually like clockwork.

I did pilates this morning and don't even know how I made it through the video. I read with the SAD lamp and even using the lamp didn't help my energy levels. I painted a picture of a half-peeled lychee fruit, that turned out quite well.

Finally, I did try to lie down to nap and as is the way when you really want a nap, I didn't fall asleep despite lying there over an hour. So I got up because I need to get lunch fixed for everyone (H is working from home today.)

My painting and an image of a real half-peeled lychee fruit from the internet in case you are unfamiliar with it: