
Jul 08, 2025, 01:49 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,604
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I am sorry that you were disassociating @Blue_Bird - I know how frustrating that can be for you. I hope today is a better day.
I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. I can relate @Blueberrybook at the waking up exhausted and the period being late. Mine is late too, I should have gotten it last week. But I am in a really dark place. I was triggered this morning when my building maintenance people said they were coming Thursday for inspection. I don't know why but it threw me completely off. I just couldn't pull myself out of bed.
I feel bad that I can't go to my Legion of Mary meeting. I just can't get myself to go. I feel absolutely awful. My heart is hurting so bad, and my arm is in so much pain. I think I have to go get some Aspercreme but I think it will have to wait till tomorrow. I feel like there is such a huge weight on my chest, that no matter what I do, I can't seem to fight through. I am hoping it's just woman hormones, I did just turn 45, maybe this awful feeling is a symptom of it.
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