So I'm going to my parents house for a week with my sisters and their families. I have to go. Last time we were all together was the funereal of my nephew. So I can't say no. I've already tried. It's really triggering there it reminds me of how sick I was as a kid.At least I don't have to sleep in the room that but I do have to do laundry next to where and sit by the fire that I planned a [trigger] homicide [trigger] . I have to listen to their delusions and watch them interact with their hallucinations. Then I also have to deal with my symptoms and act normal. Hope my dad doesn't hide my medication. It's not them that sends me spiraling it's me. Any coping strategies I can deploy. This is going to be harder because I'm the only one on medicine.

Currently my mom thinks she has a parasite under her skin, My other sister is becoming homeless by choice with 3 kids and my other sister is having a rough time I've always been the most stable one.