My therapy appointment led to an ER visit for a head CT scan. Anyone else think it's weird to be at an age that you're hearing both "you're brain hasn't fully developed" in the past year but today read the phrase "age concordant parenchymal volume loss" and "enlarged ventricles and extra-axial CSF spaces related to parenchymal volume loss" in your notes? Idk just one MRI at 27 and "some brains aren't fully developed until they're almost 30" and the next CT you get because (I honestly don't even remember why I was brought over there, but I know I couldn't consistently move my hands and feet and passed out trying to leave my therapist's room, but the d/c papers just said "reason for visit: headache.") but end up getting back "you're old enough your brain is visibly decaying."

Also I tested positive for alcohol but haven't drank in weeks (not that I really am aware of existing more than 20% of the time) so idk what's up with that? And was negative for amphetamines despite this being maybe two hours after after being watched take *supposedly* 30mg of amphetamine salt (that I've been suspecting lately they're not givinig me Adderall or Valium for a while now anyway)?



I didn’t even have a real head ache. My head was tingling and every other muscle was hurting, could I convey that? Apparently not.