Had a great day taking my dog for her nail trim (a success!) and chatting with a young woman neighbor "F" in the lobby who i've become friendly with. I seem to be spending my time with the younger set in the building which i am happy to see as the seniors can be quite backward.

F trusted me with a secret today. I was able to share MY experience with the same issue and we laughed about how wild i was. I said for her NOT to do as i had done. I shared another experience i had in the past with the same issue and will share three others once we chat again. It would be helpful for her to know, as they were all good experiences of unrequited love being very pleasurable and no one gets hurt.

So, it's been a satisfying day, and i am happy to have felt pleasure and gotten more intimate with F and spent my time in a worthwhile way, investing in a new friendship.

The exorcists called to check-in and we agreed to deactivate my case as my crisis is passing nicely. I slept well again last night. I no longer plan on becoming a bum and lolling around in filth. That was just a weak moment.

The exorcists say i can call anytime if my crisis escalates again or when i have an episode in the future. I'm glad it was a long-term investment in getting myself some support and feel some fragile hope for my future health.

I followed-up with a therapy organization and they responded that i can expect to be contacted within the next 72 hours. F does therapy and encouraged me to seek it out when she heard about my accident. We agreed that my trauma is adding up, with three ordeals so far in my life, and that it would be good at this juncture to seek out some help.