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I’m laying down just trying to rest and it’s ****ing torture. I can’t even tell if the urge to go for a walk rn is ED anxiety or regular anxiety or akathisia torture (started Rexulti recently) and because of the ED and SI going for a walk at 2:30am would probably ve worse than actual self harm which I’ll probably just end up doing if I keep trying to rest.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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