I don't want to be at work today-- but I can't afford not to be. I'm not feeling good. I feel run down. My Adderall is supposedly being filled today (which is good-- cause I ran out today. I don't know what happened, but I'm always like one day off on it. Like, I always am either short one day, or have an extra day's worth). If it can't be filled today, it CAN for sure tomorrow so it'll be fine either way. They said they are waiting for their supply truck to come in but it should be done today. I'm not glossing over my mood possibly being negative due to not having my meds but at the same time, this is a bigger systemic pattern I've noticed. this is just one day of many now being like this, ya know?

Anyway-- nothing to report really. I just don't wanna do anything but sleep. I'm depressed. I hope I can get out of this rut somehow.