I'm still reeling from taking that double dose of night meds accidentally on Tues. night. I've read all the posts, but I'm just not up to responding to everyone. My thoughts are with all of you.

I slept well last night, and I did a gentle pilates video this morning. Even so, my nerves are just fraught, and I'm anxious and panicky about nothing. I had a pdoc appt. this morning, and H said I could drive the new car, but my nerves were so high-strung, even a couple of panic attacks, that I just decided to drive my old car because I'm more used to it. Probably a good thing because I had panic & dissociation while driving.

The pdoc didn't make any med changes but he did say it may still be a couple of days before I get back to normal after that screw-up with the night meds and probably that's where my anxiety today was coming from. He did suggest taking a Benadryl after lunch if the low dose Seroquel didn't help my nerves (it did a little and then it wore off I think).

I got home, folded laundry, and started painting a hamburger. Things were going really well on the painting, it had a lot of waiting for the wet paint to dry steps, and I was almost finished, just about to finish the toothpick on top of the burger when I spilled an entire cup of water on my painting. No rescuing it from that really. I feel extremely frustrated and demoralized now. Hopefully, eating lunch and watching a show will help. I did finish my library book before my painting disaster, so at least I can concentrate to read. After lunch, I'll probably take that Benadryl, read, play on my iPad.

Here's my hamburger such as it is after the water spill: