Relaxed today and worked on my social skills. Had one relatively successful interaction with a woman who said i was funny. But she was edging away and dashed for the elevator. She didn't seem to want to spend time with me. Most people don't.

I feel sad that i am so overwhelmed by my bipolar and don't experience all life has to offer. I feel sad that at 58 i don't have very good social skills. I missed so many of the developmental milestones in building a social skill-set. I am considering just accepting my isolation.