@Moose72

I'd be scared too! How are they going to get it out if they can't feel the strings?! What time is your appointment? Mine is 2pm central time. I'll be thinking about you tomorrow!

@Blueberrybook

Everytime I end up in this one hospital there's always up to three days where I don't get my meds. One time it was taking so long one of the nurses asked me if they were doing a med wash on me! I felt terrible! I was sweaty and anxious as fck. I know it would feel worse now because I'm on seroquel and I'd feel nauseous on top of it. I feel like a drug addict too. It sucks. I HATE that hospital.

My husband bought me this slow release melatonin because it was on sale and damn! The shyt really works! I went to bed at 11:30pm and didn’t wake up until 8:30am. Melatonin works better than seroquel! It's great! Which reminds me, I haven't taken my meds yet this morning. I should probably do that.

I still have post concert blues, but next Monday my husband and I are going to our next one. It's in Green Bay so we don't have to travel far or anything, which is nice for a change. I'm sad though because in October there's a music duo I really REALLY want to see, but our concert season is supposed to be over in September since we added twenty one pilots and our last show was supposed to be Sleep Token, but how was I supposed to know that suddenly Purity Ring was going to announce a tour!! They never tour! They're playing in Minneapolis and Chicago (for drivable distance wise).

My husband didn't say no at least. He said he'd think about it. He's just worried about cost because his student loans start up in October.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend!

@Victoria'smom

My family (not husband and daughter obviously) trigger me too. I'll be thinking about you.