I hung out with my male platonic friend yesterday and I didn't tell him. It wasn't the right situation for informing him I want to date someone. I don't know why I feel such an obligation to him, but I feel it's the right thing to do. He should know I now am interested in dating...

New guy told me he's falling for me like a star last night.... It feels very soon for this. I pray he is not like the others in my past. Previous bad relationships moved very fast, so it makes me wary of things moving quickly now.

Oh boy.