I’m supposed to meet her later. Walked to my mom’s this morning, she won’t be back until late. Could walk back if I leave within a couple hours. Kinda hate her right now honestly, but I guess months ago I said if I miss an appointment I’ll not fight an IEA and she is constantly using that paper against me. She’s coming up with ******** that makes NO SENSE. Last night she tried saying I couldn’t keep my PAJAMA PANTS on during ECT because of the metal. What metal and what is so special about the place near Boston I went to that they can defy physics while this little hospital says, nope, the imaginary metal on your 100% cotton, zipper less pants has to go with the pants (but go ahead and keep your bra on… that actual metal doesnt matter we only care about the zipper on your pants you never knew was there and will never find but don’t worry its there have some faith in me.)”

Anyway, idk, walk 8 miles back or piss her off maybe get sent to New Hampshire’s finest state hospital?