They were saying that if this law was accepted then the child would be forced to go to court for years. What a mean thing to do to a child who is hurt. I just cant imagine growing up knowing that the state killed the guy who hurt me. I just dont know. Im so mad and triggered. I feel like ripping my hair out and ripping myself into shreds. Mostly I am just sad.The guy who hurt me and my sister and another girl got 50 years. I have never been able to tell anyone the whole story. I freeze and cant talk or move. Im mad and sad. IT will pass. Im just not safe for a couple of hours because I just get so mad I will scratch myself when I dont even realize it. Then it passes and later it comes back. I just wish that.......I dont know.