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. Glad that that's over...I think
. And this too

Hopefuly now Satchell can just rant for a little while in the back of my head for at least a little while now that she got to post. I kind of doubt it though.

I put this under this topic because well....were ELSE would a put it? Hopefuly people here can sympathise with voices in your head just going off like that.

....which is exacly why theese things I heavily saturated with "trigger" because I don't want people to be hurt by it and trigger themselves.

I would still appreciate ANY response though
...I feel like the snake that's eating it's own tail

But why?
Why is this happening when it has no cause?
Sure, I moved around alot
Sure, my brother was always a bully
Sure, I was bullied alot at school
Sure, my parents had their own issues too with their lonliness

But seriously, that to me does not fall under the qualifications you need as "material to make your psyche start splitting and attacking itself" especialy considering there are a ton of other people out there who had it worse but turned out better.</font>