I am falling for the new guy... little by little, and it's only just the beginning... the tiniest little bud of love opening up my heart again, for the first time in years.
I will take it slowly, I am not rushing in, but I feel it in my heart, mind, and body.... it's a new feeling for me. And a long awaited one.
We're clicking so well, and have so much to say to each other... we could talk for hours and not run out of things to talk about.. there's so much common ground.
It's unreal and magical. Magic is unfolding right before my eyes. I can hardly believe it...
Yes, I realize it's only been a couple of weeks that we've been talking. It's been daily texting and communications... last night we spent over an hour on the phone.
Tonight he's driving to my home and then we're driving up north out of state to the beach for a show on the beach. It will be amazing.
Last weekend we got together Fri and Sat nights and had the best time together.
And he's a gentleman! He's a gentle soul... I can tell. He's been through rough times, like me, but different. He's a soldier, not literally, but figuratively.
We're the exact same age.. He's pagan, I'm Christian - what an interesting mix.
I cannot wait to see what unfolds next...
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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