Why am I obsessing about something that happened almost 30 years ago? I got to the bottom of why h was so frustrated that we fought. I was looking at dogs and I'm not doing well. Even though I said March '26 to get a new dog he wants it now to help me. His view is even untrained it could help me reality check. And I could connect to the dog and maybe not feel empty. Plus he doesn't want me home alone. He doesn't really trust me alone right now.