I'm with Nowhere.

You can only do so much. If you are in pain you are in pain and anyone who expect more from you is an #(¤/%&¤/¤(#.
I went to a job, a crappy cleaning job cause after searching for 6 months it was the only one who would even interview me. I was cleaning all the floors in a restaraunt. Nasty in the kitchen. 6 nites a week. Hated it but that wasn't the problem. I had plantar fiscisus (can spell it). It's was so painful. Ic ried myself to work, while working and home again. (I had to walk to and from work)

My husband didn't care. I was "contributing my share". I was in so much pain and felt so much pressure to "contribute my share".

Finally I told him if he didn't realize how hard this was and if he was fine with me suffering so he could watch TV at nite and hang with his friends then I didn't want to be with him. He straightened up and in time actually began helping me at my job. After one week he said I could quit.

Just my story. Trying to say you can only do what you can do. There's no failure in it. You are in pain. Not your fault.
Hugs!!!!!
Heidu

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. ~ Carl Bard ~