I'm having a hard time today. My stupid period won't end, I'm nauseous and hot and just feeling on the edge of panicky. My nerves feel fraught, I don't even know how to begin to describe it.
Painting sucked today. I painted a popsicle finally, and I guess it will be okay once I clean up the edges. It's just not much fun today.
Reading is meh. I couldn't even use the SAD lamp for long, feeling too hot and like I need to get under a fan ASAP despite having AC.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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