No sleep last night, breakfast accompanied by a 5 mile walk/run. So much for thinking trazodone + switching from Adderall to Clonidine and Straterra + upping the Rexulti would help me sleep, eat, and chill out for one fking time in my life... Called on-call and she told me to go to the Dollar store and get craft stuff so I got some fabrics to make a pillow cover for a chair cushion. If it comes out well I'll get a couple more. They had such fun patterns! Oh, I got a new water bottle too, because I rage broke the two I had. One at the mental health center in the lobby. It was a good scene... (if we're going for "most dramatic and hysterical" awards I suppose).
My walk this morning was cool though. I left before sunrise and got to see the steam come off the river as the sun came up and things heated up some from a really cool angle on a trail over looking it from above that made the rest of the town seem under water. I wish I stopped and got a picture, but I did get a video of a hawk watching me and then taking off.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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