All my angst over that guy ("P") today has passed. I like this other guy better ("R"). He's more fun and lighthearted. He's got an issue now so i'm giving him his space. I'm just hanging in there with him, being nice and friendly and supportive. He'll sort himself out eventually. He's more gregarious and streetwise, like me. He's also three years younger. He's handsome when his iron hair is long and his beard grown in. He got himself scalped for the Summer, so he doesn't look so hot right now, but it will grow back. He's so fun!!! Like a comic book character! A very strong inner child! Like me!

I just want to have a good time. I don't want to talk intimately and question mightily and find God. That's what P is into. Yikes!