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LadyShadow · Jul 21, 2025, 10:14 PM

Thanks for the amazing advice @Blueberrybook - tonight was filled with prayer, laughter and love, and it made me feel whole again - sometimes I tend to forget how many people I have in my life that care, and how dramatic it can get in this lonely apartment when the walls close in on me. Thank you for the reminder! @Blue_Bird - so happy that you're reconnecting with family, I don't know where I would be without my mom and dad - I have to remember them when I get like this. @Nammu - I am very social when I am out, but sometimes it can cause burnout - I hope you make some "me" time for you this week. How is Good Omens going? @BeyondtheRainbow - still praying for you girl that you have a good procedure, hope you get some good sleep tonight.

Got over myself in my up and down state today - I realized I have a DVD copy of "Demon Knight" and I can probably get Billy Zane to sign the cover for me for $50 when I go to GalaxyCon on Friday - there are also other cool things I can see, like a whole Jurassic Park Q&A and a Muppets talk, plus my friend will be with me. I realize that voice in my head that is telling me to be "grateful" is God fighting his way through all my negativity. I wish I could just shake myself out of it sometimes, it's SO hard when you're sinking in it.

I thought a lot about it when I read that Michael Jamal Warner died at 54 today, he was my favorite character on the Cosby Show growing up. He played Theo. I was so sad about that, and it really made me think about things.