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Yesterday, 12:26 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,602
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Has been a pretty good morning. Got up and listening to all my messages and responded to some friends. Working out some stuff internally. Work has been slow, but I had a really good week last week.
You should pick up the book Good Omens again @Nammu - it was so good - I have so many fond memories reading it again and again.
@JaneOnceMore - really excited to see Billy Zane too - I mean I am getting William Shatner's too - but I think it would be cool to get Zane's as well. I am not beating myself up too much about the gratitude thing, I think I just have to be more mindful when I am drowning in all the negativity.
Also come to the conclusion that I am addicted to connection from men. I have let go of the alcohol, but I still crave the attention, I still crave the connection, almost to the point of detriment to myself. This is worse than codependency, this is addiction. It took a lot of courage to understand why my moods shift so low the way that it does - it's because I am not getting the "high" from the attention from men, or the man that I want. I am working with ChatGPT to guide me in ways to overcome this, and definitely something I want to talk about in therapy next month,
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