I have a cleaning lady booked for this morning. It's 6:00am. She comes at 9:00am. Three hours away. She will put in three hours of work. So i am six hours away from having a clean and tidy home. Hopefully i can last. It's really hard on me having strangers in, especially touching my things and there are many loads of laundry to do. I canceled on her last night, i was so anxious. But i rebooked with no trouble. Now i just have to hold my sshhiitt together for six more hours and the rewards will be tremendous. Focus, focus...