Thank you so much @blueberrybrook. Gives me a bit of breathing space and time to book in with a psychologist. I see my psychiatrist in 2 weeks time. It could not come sooner. I wonder what he’ll say. Probably his usual - get a job somewhere else. That’s what my gp said to me yesterday. I must look elsewhere. But kids are kids and I think they will be pretty similar at surrounding schools to be honest. Just when I was wanting to wean off my meds it looks like I’m going to be on them for a little while longer. Mood stabiliser, antidepressants and antipsychotics. Ah well. I told my gp that I cry at the thought of teaching that class and I don’t know if that makes me depressed.

Sorry for the essay