(From the last thread) thank you @Blueberrybook and @LadyShadow , I try to keep it clean and organized. Sometimes it’s hard because of having two cats , they get their toys everywhere lol so I’m constantly having to pick up after them. Or tracking litter all over. So am always having to sweep and vacuum. Part of it is I’m a little obsessive with keeping everything organized because of when I was growing up with my mom how she kept things cluttered, now I have some kind of correlation in my head that anything being even remotely cluttered or a mess means I get kicked out. (We were homeless a lot growing up) so whenever I have something going on where there’ll be people in my apartment for whatever reason I get stressed and start dissociating because I worry that my apartment isn’t clean enough.

@Nammu they started doing that here too, closing at 1:30pm to 2pm for lunch at the pharmacy

Your eye drawing looks fantastic @Blueberrybook

I guess today is a dissociation day for me cause I started dissociating a little while ago. Which sucks. Hopefully it goes away. Could take a klonopin but took one last week I think so don’t want to do that so soon again.