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Jul 24, 2025, 10:02 PM
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 26,610
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I want to personally thank you guys so much for caring the way you do. My mood swings feel like whiplash they really do - and I am SO hard on myself, GOD I know I am, and I am so grateful that you guys see it and recognize it in me. @Moose72 @BeyondtheRainbow @Nammu - I will look into the Seroquel again, I used to be on it at one time - it might be something I can discuss with my doctor. I just had my pdoc appointment - so I will see how I do and then revisit it.
The Calm app is really good. I had a free trial for it at one time - and at night I am going to try and listen to something more relaxing. Had a really good night tonight - spoke to my guy for almost 4 hours and we discussed where we were, all the uncertainty, all the worries he carries about the future all the feelings I have that I am afraid to tell him - it really cleansed my spirit, and I heard the things I needed to hear, even though some of it I didn't want to.
I am glad everyone had a good day today, I am starting some exercises to love myself more, like leaving voicemails to myself full of love. I post them here in the bipolar forum. Watched one of my oldest favorite shows tonight, Sex and the City: And Just Like That tonight - Carrie finally broke up with Aiden for hopefully the last time.
I can't tell you guys how much you all mean to me. 
Tomorrow is GalaxyCon!!
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