Today has gone okay, but I'm kind of shutting down at the moment. I continue to have some SI some days and all this anxiety I'm having is kind of fueling it (only mildly). At night, I have a lot of anxiety that is overwhelming ever since this scary thing happened at my apartment complex the other night. It has only been a few nights so it makes sense that I'm still anxious, but it's still not fun and is hard to deal with. I hope I'll be able to feel safe at my apartment complex sooner than later since I have a lot of time on my lease left. There are some other things making me anxious too so it's just overwhelming me a little more than usual tonight. I might take a prn of seroquel again.