Thanks for the support @Scooter9 @Blueberrybook and @LadyShadow . I really appreciate it. All the things you all said are true. However, i found out that in my situation with F, it was just a misunderstanding. She'd gone to a wild concert the day before and sang and screamed herself hoarse and was also half-deaf from the noise. That's why she didn't stop to chat.

I'm glad i asked her why. I feel a great deal better and have rallied tho am still a bit subdued. I managed friendliness to several neighbors and one sat down with me to chat ~ nice of him. I'm headed back to my drop-in tomorrow as that seems to be the most worthwhile place for me as far as socializing goes. Looking forward to it. I hang out in an exquisite eclectic cafe before the drop-in, so i get a full experience out of the day.