Thank you for your sharing your struggle, which mirrors my own. @Blueberrybook.

I hate myself for comparing.
It goes against my values.

I have managed to stay off the scale still, but have yet to get rid of it, or put it away somewhere.

I have been eating but...not normally.

And not without ED raging thoughts.

I will indeed break down a d buy a (ugh) bathing suit I guess.

Walk in the pool.

I hope you will listen to your body today, not criticise yourself.

Thank you for caring.