Yes, I think you are right about that. I've never gotten over my body dysmorphic issues and I still do struggle with ED thoughts more than I'd like It doesn't help that I have some OCD issues too, a lot of it revolving around my morning routine which includes exercise but also mundane things I like to do in order: take meds, feed the cats, put away clean dishes from the dishwasher, take out trash, brush teeth, exercise, shower, breakfast. If this order gets messed up even a little (say I forgot to run the dishwasher overnight), I feel all out of sorts & even a bit cranky. And if I'd planned to run for exercise, I have a hard time not sticking with what I'd planned to do that day. I think I'm definitely more rigid when I plan to run vs. pilates and yeah, my weight never is low enough even though I learned a long time ago with EDs, it doesn't matter how low you go, it's never low enough for the ED.

Especially in the summer, I need to take it easy. I know you are supposed to be careful about overheating on a lot of these psych meds, including Seroquel, which I take.