Hi R,

Now that it's almost here, the timing of this last in-person session for the summer feels like a special kick in the teeth.

Just realised that it's another weird anniversary...wasn't aware that I remembered effing Theatre Newsletter Day.

Also, putting this article into the world has amplified some of those familiar yet unwanted feelings towards him.

I said to my support worker today 'This loss has wrecked my spiritual life.'

That remains true, even though I'm still working on finding ways to rebuild.

I'll bring the clipboard, as weird as it feels to start something like that now.

See you in the morning,

Lost