Hey everyone I'm new here.. I don't know where to start on this but I guess I'll get to the point. My fiancee and I have been back together for about 6 months, we split up about 4 years ago cause life got in the way. before him I was with a physically abusive man for over a year and just now finalized our divorce after 9 years of being separated. Here lately I've had these overthinking moments where I feel like my fiancee is going to wake up and not want me anymore. I tell him to please not stop loving me and he says I'm trying not to and that I'm making it difficult cause he feels like I want him to, which I don't. I've reached out for counseling services. but I just want to stop overthinking and live my life the way I deserve. My parents passed when I was 12 and 26 and I'm battling grief from that. but I feel I might have abandonment issues causing this turmoil in my marriage....